God's Faithfulness

Turbulence Ahead Pt.2

I fear flying, which is why I was glad that the pilot of my 2024 Boston trip warned me of turbulence. (See here.) If only the pilot of my Boston trip two weeks ago had been as considerate.

Immediately after boarding, I heard a disturbing, loud grinding noise. As it continued, I wondered if the plane was mechanically sound. Grind, grind, grind through takeoff and too many minutes of flight, which included sideways turbulence.

The next day, I encountered a Jet Blue flight attendant. My husband told her about the noise.

We call that plane The Whale. It’s supposed to sound like that.

If only…

Before my first knee surgery, I was not warned about the extreme pain and sleepless nights. My doctor answered subsequent concerns with “That’s normal.” Multiple friends said it took a year for total recovery. The last response my doctor sent about my continued pain was “It hasn’t been a year yet.”

If only…

Last week, I had my second knee surgery. It’s helpful to know there’s turbulence ahead.

I’m glad God warns me.

In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world.

John 16:33 (ESV)
Worth the flight!
God's Faithfulness

You Have Not Because You Ask Not

Ask and it will be given to you...

Matthew 7:7 (ESV)

In September, my husband registered for the April Boston Marathon. It seemed like a good idea at the time. Then, he sprained his ankle. His knee gave out next, and shots weren’t as helpful as hoped. Finally, his hip became painful.

In the Fall, I re-injured my knee. My orthopedist scheduled surgery and said I would recover enough for Boston. I didn’t.

As the date approached, we wondered how it would turn out. One night I suggested, “Let’s pray we have the Best Boston Marathon Ever.”

We adjusted. We substituted Uber for the subway and walking. We skipped activities to rest in our hotel. We soaked in Epsom salts. After the race, we agreed it was the Best Boston Marathon Ever.

It was the only time I was along the Boston course when my husband ran by. I shared the experience with my friend Ella, who assisted me to the area.
My husband ran stronger and with more joy than he had during previous marathons.

When I recounted our answered prayers to my friend Katie, she quoted, “You have not because you ask not.” (James 4:2) A good reminder.

God's Faithfulness

Health, Not Condemnation

To the church in Sardis… I know your works. You have the reputation of being alive, but you are dead. Wake up and strengthen what remains and is about to die, for I have not found your works complete in the sight of my God.

Revelation 3: 1-2 (ESV)

I found the admonitions in Revelation harsh and discouraging. However, God gave me a different perspective after knee surgery. Based on friends’ experiences, and on the fact that I swam, biked, and walked my neighborhood with steep hills, I anticipated a manageable recovery. I was wrong. For days, my pain was overwhelming.

My physical fitness was not “complete.” Basic, simple exercises were hard. My physical therapist told me I had weak ankles, which were causing other problems. She assigned specific exercises.

Instead of being discouraged, I was grateful to know my deficiencies. I could work toward health. And I saw that was what God was doing when He gave seven churches their “fitness assessment” in Revelation. His goal was to bring spiritual health. He assigned them exercises.

Remember, then, what you received and heard. Keep it and repent…

Revelation 3:3a (ESV)
God's Faithfulness, Relationships

Relationship Scorekeeping

I know someone who keeps score in her relationships. You only get one strike before you are out unless you have money or connections. She not only admits it, but she also believes it is right. I’m in her circle right now, but I know my position stays precarious because her standards are high—standards she can’t even meet.

Thankfully, God deals in grace rather than points.

But if it is by grace, it is no longer on the basis of works; otherwise grace would no longer be grace.

Romans 11:6 (ESV)

If God set standards he couldn’t meet, I would not only be irritated but also angry. Like immutability and truthfulness (see here and here), I didn’t fully appreciate God’s perfection in meeting his own standards—and giving me grace when I didn’t meet them—until I experienced the antithesis. I may not always be learning more along the way, but what I have already learned keeps going deeper.

The Rock, his work is perfect, for all his ways are justice. A God of faithfulness and without iniquity, just and upright is he.

Deuteronomy 32:4 (ESV)

God's Faithfulness

Burls: Formed By Affliction

A rounded, knotty outgrowth on a tree

Definition of Burl

Although burls are ugly, resembling warts, they have fascinated me for over a dozen years. I look for burls whenever I’m surrounded by trees.

Smoky Mountains, Tennessee 2014
Shenandoah Mountains, Virginia 2021
Halifax, Canada 2023

I may not remember my first notice of burls, but I remember why they became intriguing. Burls are formed when a tree becomes stressed from an injury, virus or fungus. The resulting wood grain that grows in a deformed manner is so beautiful that the grain is coveted by wood carvers. Burls are poached.

Even more amazing than their unseen beauty, some burls can grow a new tree. Or multiple trees.

Affliction that seems ugly on the outside produces fruitfulness and inward beauty. That is both Biblical and amazing to see up close in God’s creation.

To grant to those who mourn in Zion—to give them a beautiful headdress instead of ashes, the oil of gladness instead of mourning, the garment of praise instead of a faint spirit; that they may be called oaks of righteousness, and the planting of the Lord, that he may be glorified. Isaiah 61:3 (ESV)